emo-ness strikes

goshh!! i'm so freaking emo!! whats wrong with me?? the fact that i got ditched by almost all my friends who chased after their stupid leo stuff and i.. who played on the safe side and didnt join wither leo or interact feels so left out.. i dont wanna join them.. its study year.. and its bad enough that i need to help ching with scouts stuff.. its very stressing. she deserves the help.. no one's there when she needs it.. a friend in need is a friend indeed.. i'm trying to live up to that particularly idiom, spending most of my time with ching and other fellow scouts.. and today, a friday.. there was cf.. david, steven and the gang asked if i would join them for rojak after school and get back before to so i wont miss my cf.. well.. i said yes, since des was tagging along.. and jan didnt come, btw.. so anyway.. des is closer to ppl like fui swen, which i am not.. and the other's are like so =.=.. so i kinda have no one to hang with.. usually my partner in crime would be jan, but she didnt show. so i went early to cf.. and that was a disaster too.. they asked us all to play a game.. which guy had to play with guy and girl with girl only. i, apparently have no other girlfriends with me cuz they all went to get damn signatures for their damn signature drive from the damn leo's who wont just give them theor signatures.. so i was at block c's coridor.. alone. after teh game was over.. i met cherry.. my life saver.. i was hanging with her throughout worship, thn joined brenda and inkkie for service.. we "celebrated" pn. phua's farewell.. so we watched many powerpoints, her interview they had with her.. and many more.. well.. as of today.. emo-ness strikes.. people i want to be with are always leaving and whatever. as for now, i'm ooutt.