it that everything the ever think about?! they're really getting on my nerves..

sometimes i feel that i really hate my parents.. arent they supposed to set a good example to their children?! earlier today.. the fought..not their usual fight..but a really bad/intense one.. i mean like what is their freaking problem?! obviously this time is bout money again..as usual.. MONEY MONEY MONEY..is that everything they ever think about?! i know that money's important in our lives but do they know how it effect me?! i'm a child for Christ sake.. ever thought anything bout something called LOVE?! its like everything revolves around money.. sometimes i wonder if the word LOVE actually occur in their minds..here i'm crying my ass off and my mom is thinking that my dad scolded me or something..cant she see that her daughter is crying?! and yet she can still point fingers..money does not make a family spiritually or physically stronger.. LOVE does.. i mean like sheesh..get a grip will ya?! love is the rock of every strong family..money isnt..money can only give u pleasures of the world like food.. i dont mind dying of hunger as long as my family is like real strong both in love and in God..

give it a think..

recently..i was so mad bout my friend..2 posts ago.. yea..i just heard a story from nai lin that really gave me a whack on my head.. HARD.. she said that a friend of hers decided to go after buddism instead of christianity..the catch was..all his friends were christians..i mean what was he thinking?! i wouldnt know.. all of his friends thought that it was a kinda of personal choice..i dont blame them for thinking that way..i mean..i do too.. sometimes.. none of his friends actually took the opportunity to even share the gospel with him or even try to invite him to church..thats why he went after buddism.. after a few months..after nai lin went back to kuching..[urging to tell him bout Jesus].. she found out that he drowned in a pool.. i mean like what?!.. and he didnt even know Jesus.. i mean the King of all Kings.. the Saviour.. Mighty God..he didnt know JESUS!! and he didnt even get a chance to find out bout Him.. mayb if he did earlier.. he would be rejoicing in heaven right now..but no.. having a friend or a loved one go like that is not easy..especailly when they dont have Jesus in their lives..isnt it just a waste?! i mean its Jesus!! He was the ONE who died on the cross for all our sins and sicknesses.. and on the cross He said " forgive them God, for they do not know what their doing.".. if i was the one on the cross, i dont think that i would be saying something like that.. imagine how painful it was for Him.. God saved us from all worldly lusts and worldly stuff.. for me..as a christian.. i think that the wrld is hell.. not hell hell.. i'm gonna start living a christian life starting now.. so no bad words, cursing, swearing and all.. dont say it in front of me..i'm serious..please..

i'm over it..are you?

last week was the interhouse games thingi..i was really bz..getting my team ready and praying not to loose against all the sucky houses.. like blue..hahhah..xD.. our first game was the FIRST with red house..i actually thought like we had a slight chance to win.. well... we didnt..i must say..red is good..they're attack super good..they got ppl like jan playing gd..durh obviously they winning.. and they did..if the time had just been longer or i had not put that amanda huang woman in.. we would have won..but anyway.. its over..thn on the same day itself, we had a match with green..we were so super freaking scared cuz it was with GREEN!! wwe were like so effing scared..cuz green won last year..they beat all the teams kau kau..like nobody's business..so everybody thought that they'll win..but actually they didnt.. purple won green..amazing.. tho we lost to red 3-4.. and i cried..damn..i did.. so embarrasing..in front of "my man" summor..pai seh betul mehn.. and on thursday we had another match with blue and yellow.. we knew that we would sapu blue la.. and we did..cuz as i said..blue kinda suck..[oops].. thn the next one was with yellow..jeng jeng jeng..super scared..cuz between us and yellow..if either win.. its the finals..cuz red memang in finals ady la.. so its either yellow or purple.. and yellow won..damn..but anyway..be happy happy for tze la..and jan kinda charm oso..she told me that since red won for almost every match..[okay..every match].. but jan said that doesnt mean they won every match, they dont need support rite? i was like whoa!! when she said it..it was true.. everybody needs support..even ppl who are always winning..without support, do you think they can win? i dont think so.. so i'm definately cheering for red on monday..you should too!!

so much for being "friends"

okay..i really dont wanna name the people in this so i'll name the backstabber A and the guy i like B... we went for something in the morning in school and i saw B.. i was shocked..cuz B had told me the other nite that he wouldnt come..anyway..thn A came too..sheesh.. she kept asking me to associate with B..i didnt want to cuz i knew i would make it freaking obvious..so guess what?! A took her chair..and sat next to B and flirted with B for like half an hour.. IN FRONT OF ME!!!.. i was obviously pissed..i thought she wanted to help me or something..i was obviously stabbed in the back..HARD!!..sheesh..screw A mehn.. even C[a friend] was more pissed at A thn i was..cuz i didnt wanna make it seem that altho i like B, it doesnt mean that B cant have friends rite? but whatever..

pictures..

pictures of fritz and how he sleeps..eat..and whatever..

my fritzy whitzy..

fritz went on a car ride today..he's first car ride..besides the time he came back home.. from subang, we brought him down to pj..and thank God he didnt poop in the car..cuz we didnt bring the box down..he's too big for the box..infact.. we tied a plastic bag to his butt.. the two handles of the plastic bag on his legs..and tied to his belly..after we found out he wasnt feeling comfy with some plastic bag tied around his belly..we eventually took it off... thn when i came back from tuition..he was sleeping..haiyo..potong my stim only..hahah..xD.. and we brought him back..but this time we didnt tie a plastic bag around his belly.. he didnt poop either..but when we reached home..he quickly ran to the grass area to poop..just tell me how smart he is..and he's only 3 months old.. he held his poop back till we reached subang..and btw..the journey from pj to subang [or vice versa] takes like 20 minutes.. or bout an hour tops.. but today was only 20 minutes la..but he still didnt poop..so clever..thn we obviously gave him a treat.. and he learnt something that he wasnt supposed to learn today..he learnt how to growl..at his OWNERS!! he growled at he and m sis when we pressed his jaw to let go of the cloth he was chewing on.. he growled and even barked at us.. and i know who thought him that..the dogs living opposite our street.. xD..

love or hate?

every felt like really liking someone but too afraid to tell? well..i'm currently feeling like that..thats why i'm all emo and all in school lately.. i dont know what to do..everytime i see him..we talk..just like friends.. or brother and sister..mayb i'll never get to get out of the friend circle..everybody's telling me to just tell him..but how?! i noe i'm might be really loud and all at times..but this is like personal love life stuff..especially when i found out something less pleasing bout him.. but i still like him.. i dont know what to do..calling tj doenst really make a diff..we'll just crap on the phone all night.. comment on how what i can do..thanks..

pics of fritz..he's no teddy anymore..

ok..my dad changed his name from teddy to fritz..everyone said that teddy wasnt manly enough for him..he's so freaking playfull.. any he's teething really bad..so he chews everything around him.. he even chewed my sister's finger till it bled.. yea..painful much..and everytime we bring him out to shit..he wouldnt..mayb a few times..but not always..i'll just stop the crap and let u see the pics..xD..and btw..he's full name is john fritzgerrard kennedy.. we call him by his middle name..fritz..

happy birthday to u..

today was tze birthday..so..obviously we celebrated it.. when i came school..only des, fui and brenda was there..luckily..thn cheng cheng cheng!! tze came.. i knew she expected something from us when she came..i could practically see it in her eyes..so we velebrated it la.. harpreet came with 2 slices of secret recipe cake..oe which is chocolate mud cake and the other, chocolate indulgence.. thn rite..got no matches!!!.. MAGDELENE FOO CHIA CHEE came late..she was supposed to bring the matches.. but she obviously came la.. thn we all shouted at her..bla bla..and we sang tze happy birthday.. gave her big big kisses and hugs.. and present time..but i havent got her anything yet..altho i know what to buy but dont have the time to go..haiz..i hutang u tze..remind me yea..xD..hahhahha..and btw.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!..

u made a poopie?!

today at 10 something..teddy made a poopie in the house..he actually made the i-need-to-make-a-poopie-pose on the carpet..thn we quickly carried him.. but my momma opened the door too slowly..so he made a poopie at the front of the door..it was like gross!!..we were like shit mehn..u made a poopie in the house.. my sister cleaned it..xD..i didnt do a single thing..thn when my dad came back..he and my sis brought him for a lil walk around the park near my house.. i dont know if he made more poopies..but whatever..and mayb i forgot..i didnt get the pics yet..still waiting for my cousin to send it to me..sorry..next post la..too bad..patience is golden..hahha..xD

teddy!!

attention to all dog lovers...teddy is in the building[my house]..hahaha...he's so cute..he keeps running around the house driving my mom mad..hahha..even my cousins came all the way from ss2 to see teddy..that was how important he was to them..xD..i stay in subang btw..heehee..anyway..he peed on the kitchen floor today..it was like ewww..so freaking yellow wan..and i cleaned it..genevieve[my sis] didnt even do a single thing..haiyo..xD...anyway.. gotta make sacrifices for ur pets ya noe..he/s really active and almost scarped his whole box down..the big big DHL box..xD.. yea..that one.. and he rather chew on my finger thn his chew toy..i dont blame him.. he's theeting..and howl every nite when we put him back into the box.. he loves playing so much that altho he's so tired, he tries so hard to keep playing.. and he's eyes will go all red and watery and he's start yawning..thats the sign for -ok-u-can-put-me-back-cuz-i-want-my-sleep-..hahaha...hte pics will be on the next post yea..i promise..i'm getting them from my cousin's nice camera..xD

i miss you

i really miss them.. my grandparents i mean..i just found out at 10.35pm. that i'll have to go back to ipoh tomoro[saturday] because my grandma just passed away..its really hard to accept things like this..and my aunt just passed away like a week ago..its not nice attending funerals like that..all my granparetns are gone now..obviously to be with the Lord..thats the good thing..

in june, we went for cheryl's wedding..it was at genting.. yea..so after church..we went home.. shower..change into fancy clothes..pack junk food to eat on the way up..so we all got into the car..and started our lil roadtrip.. the wedding was actually supposed to start at 4 pm.. but got delay a bit..obviously..the bride needs time..durh..we were actually on time..thats a start..thn he sister, hao ying[her maid of honour] walked down the aisle first..she looked so pretty..she wore this really nice grey dress..plus her makeup summor..she looked drop-dead hot.. thn the bride..omgosh..i couldnt even recognise her..so pretty..cuz it was a garden wedding..it was pretty hot.. everyone came in sunglasses and singlets..when it started to...... RAIN!!! yea..we all dashed to the nearby shelters..[there were no canopies provided].. when it stopped, the wedding continued..thn it started raining again.. we had to dash to the shelters 3 times..and the last time, the wedding didnt stop..they continued under the rain..but got ppl holding umbrella..since the shelters were kinda far away, we missed them kiss!!! wasted.. anyway.. after that they had a buffet high tea.. all the kids were bz killing snails..so evil!! wanted to piak them..but didnt.. xD.. thn tj pissed me off..not gonna tell why..but whatever..xD