LOUD & PROUD. You know you like it.

Hello world. I'm sorry for not blogging. Wait, I always say that. What to do, I'm a busy, busy person. I'm NOT a business woman, okay. Just that I've got alot of things to do lately. Btw, to all scouts, SMK Taman SEA might be holding a campfire next year. Depends on whether Sir would approve all our not-very-convinving-we-have-to-use-too-much-money proposal. I'm assistant organizing chairperson, btw. :) So, we're not going to Kluang after all, which was supposed to be today.

Urgh, I wonder when you would stop being such a bitch. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, as if the whole world thinks you are. This is the only way I know how to express my deepest feelings for you, and you're a piece of SHIT. I don't know how we ended up this way, but its all your fault. All I ever did was to say YES top everything you wanted me to do. And you've never thought about anyone else except yourself. Why leave all your shit to be done at the last minute when its my time to shine?! When its my time to get things my way for once, and here you come, barging in, as though I'm a peasant of some crappy maid who is supposed to listen to all your crap. Come on, I have feelings too. I'm not like you, my heart is not made out of rock. One of the few damn things you could actually do is to stop being so cocky. What do you think you are?! The Queen of the World?! Wake up, man. Cause you're not. When will you get up and wake up from your stupid fantasy? Thinking that everyone is under you and you're the NUMBER 1?!?!?! What are you? Stupid or something?!

You're a piece of SHIT and I mean it. You suck so much. Oh and you make me feel like I'm a small, tiny little dot, so very insignificant in your stupid life. Well, here's the deal. Now I don't even want to be part of your life. Just erase me off. If I actually had the finance, I would go. Leave this place, and go to some other place where I can actually make a difference. Do something that will make me special. Do something that would not be put down or ridiculed by you. Where you don't exist. Or more so, somewhere I don't exist. I'm a total nuisance to you, aren't I? You hate me so much cause I give you to much trouble?! Well, good job. You made me feel like I'm a total loser and I can't do anything about it. Well, fine. If it makes you any better, I am a total loser and you are always on top. You will always remain on top, so why are you so shaken?! Why must you always make me feel like an idiot? Some ass who doesn't know anything, but when the truth is you can't even do simple math. I'm to one who's getting A1s in my exams, not you! But its you who get labelled, you who gets the attention, everything is YOU, YOU, YOU. Maybe you're right. The world does revolve around you. That's why I wish I never existed. Never wished to be here. Never wished to revolve around your world.