yeap.. i so toally know what ya'll are thinking... how can this girl be blogging a day before the super big exam? [which rynn isn't taking, btw..] well, its one day before the exam.. and i ahve to relax.. no point getting all stressed out and end up screwing the exam tomoro right? well, i shall not! cuz God will come through for me! though tomoro's only BM.. but still! i did my part of studying, its all up to God to work his magic now.. and i'm relaxing, renewing my "chi".. hahahha.. anyways, i skipped tuition the other day that pissed gary off, and i was so scared of him today at church.. i didnt even dare look at him.. in the end, he sat behind me! i was like NNOOOOO!! but anyway, he didnt scold me.. i didnt even talk to him.. too scared... hahahaa... so anyway, i'm gonna comtinue relaxing.. will be updating alot after the exam.. ohh, and thanks for the prayers, guys! i'm sure God heard it..

p/s : if i don't get all A's, i don't mind.. cuz i bet god has a greater plan in store for me.. :)

p/p/s : happy exam hoohoo!! you'll be suffering all week long with me. :P

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recently..i was so mad bout my friend..2 posts ago.. yea..i just heard a story from nai lin that really gave me a whack on my head.. HARD.. she said that a friend of hers decided to go after buddism instead of christianity..the catch was..all his friends were christians..i mean what was he thinking?! i wouldnt know.. all of his friends thought that it was a kinda of personal choice..i dont blame them for thinking that way..i mean..i do too.. sometimes.. none of his friends actually took the opportunity to even share the gospel with him or even try to invite him to church..thats why he went after buddism.. after a few months..after nai lin went back to kuching..[urging to tell him bout Jesus].. she found out that he drowned in a pool.. i mean like what?!.. and he didnt even know Jesus.. i mean the King of all Kings.. the Saviour.. Mighty God..he didnt know JESUS!! and he didnt even get a chance to find out bout Him.. mayb if he did earlier.. he would be rejoicing in heaven right now..but no.. having a friend or a loved one go like that is not easy..especailly when they dont have Jesus in their lives..isnt it just a waste?! i mean its Jesus!! He was the ONE who died on the cross for all our sins and sicknesses.. and on the cross He said " forgive them God, for they do not know what their doing.".. if i was the one on the cross, i dont think that i would be saying something like that.. imagine how painful it was for Him.. God saved us from all worldly lusts and worldly stuff.. for me..as a christian.. i think that the wrld is hell.. not hell hell.. i'm gonna start living a christian life starting now.. so no bad words, cursing, swearing and all.. dont say it in front of me..i'm serious..please..